IDKHTTYN

All of your self-loathing piled up
You tried to control it by shutting out love
When it exploded on us
I tolerated every hateful word you gave me
As you manipulated our exchange so at the end I said
"thank you"

I don't know how to tell you now
I don't know how to tell you now
Wish I would have said what I should have said
Every other time that this happened
'cause I don't know how to tell you now

You text me your punches, then hide
I bend to your judgment cause I don't like a fight
Was all of our love one big lie?
Is it too late for me to say I have a grievance?
You're causing pain not holding space
For other people's feelings

I don't know how to tell you now
I don't know how to tell you now
Wish I would have said what I should have said
Every other time that this happened
'cause I don't know how to tell you now

You dug your heels in
Terrified of growing
For all these years
You dug your heels in
Somehow I didn't notice
For all these years

I don't know how to tell you now
I don't know how to tell you now
Wish I would have said what I should have said
Every other time that this happened
'cause I don't know how to tell you now



Credits
Writer(s): Caitlin Mahoney
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