Stir Crazy (feat. Mars Kumari)

I been out the way lately
I been at home missing my brother everyday lately
I been going stir crazy
Cuz this city ain't got shit that makes me wanna stay lately
I went to the Empire
Rode a couple trains, hit this club, skated spitfire
Shit I finally felt wired
Thought I had plateaued then I realized I can get higher

Guillermo del Toro almost kicked out by security
Gogo Graham showed me extent of maturity
Wayne and Suki they be ducking the frivolity
Josue test the limits of all that chivalry
Me, Max, and Fory smoking up in central park
With Meridien sharing stories after dark
All these beautiful faces and places
Out in Thompkins I bypassed my stasis
Sesh with Adam I'm just tryna get this back krook
Got me itching to get home to my macbook
Collecting dust collecting dust collecting dust
Expectations and fakeness they drain my trust
Want the status but I resent the industry
Climbing ladders never really been the thing for me
I was always on some other shit
You can catch me in the tire swing

I been out the way lately
I been at home missing my brother everyday lately
I been going stir crazy
Cuz this city ain't got shit that makes me wanna stay lately
I went to the Empire
Rode a couple trains, hit this club, skated spitfire
Shit I finally felt wired
Thought I had plateaued then I realized I can get higher

What's the point of this rapping if it's not fun?
Brody death went and hit me like a shotgun
I just stare at this screen, cry my self to sleep
As I wish I could relive them memories
My relation with this shit is ruining
Realized my first mentor tried grooming me
No wonder it's been 2 years
Now you wanna make amends? You industry niggas weird

Get the fuck up out my phone I don't care if you Jaden cousin
Bitch ass niggas like you truly a dime a dozen
Sliding at bitches when you know they 17
I hope yo ass drown in a pool of burning gasoline
I got real problems like this grief I been avoiding
Scared to talk to old friends cuz I'm too paranoid and
Worried that they all disappointed in me
I'm the big sis, we all lost our lil brother D
How I'm the role model? First to finally get a degree
But my words ain't get through and now that nigga ODd
Mirror mirror shit I always saw himself in me
Well versed in vices now he rest peace
I think the whole friend group thought "that coulda been me"
Now I can count on 3 hands how many fought this disease
The fear of losing more of y'all, shit it scares me away
I ain't shit, I ain't call for none of y'all birthdays

I been out the way lately
I been out the way lately
I been I been out the way lately
I been out the way lately
I been I been out the way lately

Said miss you all the time baby
Swear I miss you all the time all the time baby
Said miss you all the time baby
Swear I miss you all the time all the time baby
Said miss you all the time baby
Swear I miss you all the time all the time baby
Said miss you all the time baby

Said miss you all the time baby
Swear I miss you all the time all the time baby
I miss you all the time baby
Swear I miss you all the time all the time and I
I don't know why it wasn't me
This shit ain't fair nigga why the fuck it wasn't me?
I don't know why it wasn't me

I been I been out the way lately



Credits
Writer(s): Jazz Aurora
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