dead in my eyes

Pictures start flickerin' simple moments in time
Wonder why I chose to smoke when I always was high
Wonder how I felt the need to just keep a disguise
Window to my fucking soul I look so dead in the eyes
Look me dead in my eyes
You can see all the lies
Witnessed who I call my family now decide to switch sides
For a different type of greed that I still wonder why
Will my story align or will my ending arrive
I'm sick of all the bullshit interfering
And I can't catch a break
Man this shit be overbearing
Not a bitch in this life
Must get rich in this life
I'm so sick of the lies
I no longer get surprised cuz
What goes round gon come back it's too late
I'm too grown to look back at time waste
I just take it as a mf blessing
To be dropping all the serpents
I heard hissing and bitchin'
Like when a youngin' was winnin'
Just keep your opinions
Cuz I'm too busy livin'
Ain't nobody will listen
Until they witness your brilliance
No this shit ain't a gimmick
I've been pushing my limits
And know that one day I'll get it
This higher power embedded
I think of where I'll be headed
Can't be caught up reflecting
These life lessons made a deadly weapon
As time goes I must know where I'll go
I won't know I blow smoke and let go
Pictures start flickerin' simple moments in time
Wonder why I chose to smoke when I always was high
Wonder how I felt the need to just keep a disguise
Window to my fucking soul I look so dead in the eyes
Look me dead in my eyes
You can see all the lies
Witnessed who I caught my family now decide to switch sides
For a different type of greed that I still wonder why
Will my story align or will my ending arrive
I can see it all
I can feel the fall
Did I do it right?
No withdrawals
I can see the light
No more thinking twice
No more picking fights with these demons in my head at night
Now not scared of height I can finally just fly
All I ever wanted was just all you ever wanted too
Live to the fullest but the fullest was just never true
We just doing shit and I never had a fucking clue
I just kept it true ain't no seeing through
I'm just livin' proof if you do what you gotta do
You still standing in an empty room
Like a Pharaoh in it's tomb
A man to a king
Like a plan to a dream
Both don't matter in the end
Rest in peace



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Writer(s): Joseph Chung Le
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