Strange Dreams

I don't know how to call you
But I haven't been right
Fell too fast into promises
Empty hands, you reached for me
Outside, dark into daylight

We only ever meet in strange dreams
Where I run and you can't chase me
Do you think we jumped the gun?
Told me I was the only one
These days I wake up in a cruel fight

I'm dancing into every party in town
But my heart hurts
Does it get worse?
Where do I put all this wanting
So it doesn't burn
Only one way
Let it break first
Let it break first

I'll ask after your lovers
Nothing ever lasts
The same four pop songs on loop
I cross the street you've colored blue
In memories fading fast

I sat still and let you love me
Through every voice that screamed
"You can't try"
What am I supposed to do
In this city without you
Thought I'd love you for a long time

I'm dancing into every party in town
But my heart hurts
Does it get worse?
Where do I put all this wanting
So it doesn't burn
Only one way
Let it break first
Let it break first

Reaching for me in the dark
I saw fire in your heart
On your street, I'm seeing stars
Broke me open, now I'm scarred
Reaching for me in the dark
I saw fire in your heart
On your street, I'm seeing stars
Broke me open, now I'm scarred
Reaching for me in the dark
I saw fire in your heart
On your street, I'm seeing stars
Broke me open, now I'm scarred

I'm dancing into every party in town
But my heart hurts
Does it get worse?
Where do I put all this wanting
So it doesn't burn
Only one way
Let it break first
Let it break first