Different Pages

Waking up in that summer air
With the light shining on his sun-bleached hair
I miss intoxicating cuddles
My eyes are forming little puddles
Cause the passion and love and the funny little moments
Are coming to an end cause we lost focus
There's so many things I will badly miss
Like his smooth warm back and his soft little kiss

And I
Need to stop and think about what I really want
And I know I can do so much better
But it still hurts cause he was my first
Even though I knew it wouldn't last forever

I would drive here, there and everywhere to see his face
For him to make me stay up way too late
And I was just a girl he didn't expect
But I was not half a person so show some respect
Now I'm on the porch, I'm ready to go
My mind's made up from long ago
It's 3am, I'm sitting here
Talking to him with streaming tears
And I
Need to stop and think about what I really want
And I know I can do so much better
But it still hurts cause he was my first
Even though I knew it wouldn't last forever

Now I see these pages, they're at different stages
We're like day and night, we cannot be together but
I like your face in this empty space
I don't wanna be alone but I know it's for the better

And I
Need to stop and (need to stop and)
Think about what I really want (really want)
And I know I can do so much better (so much better)
But it still hurts cause he was my first
Even though I knew it wouldn't last forever

And you
Need to stop and
Think about what you really want
Cause I know
I deserve so much better
But it still hurts cause you were my first
Even though I knew it wouldn't last forever