When I Leave

You know I used to tell myself
Things will get better when I leave
Now the clouds have flown upon me
And the rain's hit with a vengeance
What if normal people don't feel this type of shite?
Face to face, with your own selfishness
You've been pit in a race
Against your reckless head
The fire's put out
And the weak link's been found
There is only one remedy: hide in the sound

Now the Mirrorball's lighting my way
I hope I remain
On the good side of fate
I'm only happy when my lips
Collide into yours
But egos get hurt
When humans are involved

You're only happy when I leave
Disappointment is filling me up
Now the roses are growing too slow
Affectations that only the lonely will get
As the folie begins to spread
How useless to ask
For instructions to mend your heart
Don't you know it's an art?
I used to talk about the howling rages
Now I'm in one of those awkward stages
Where I refuse to accept these changes
How strange it is

Now the Mirrorball's lighting my way
I just hope I remain
On the good side of fate
I'm only happy when my lips
Collide into yours
I know something is wrong
Hold on to your horse
Fill up your remorse
With this infinite force
You know there is nothing left
How useless to let yourself in
No one's ever told you that egos get hurt
When a human's involved
Now you know all the rules
You're ready to face whatever comes next

You're only happy when I leave