blue light

Now if there's no story left to tell
My eyes can dry out, my bones can melt
Did I ever care about my health
Anyway

Why don't you save me the screen time
No one needs to hit send
I don't need to pretend anymore
But I've sure as hell gotten good
At picking up signal
While lying on the floor, I know

I'll keep chasing new highs
To realize I'm like everybody else
A fiend of the blue light
Don't you have some trouble feeling like yourself
Well how could I not be
A photo or story away
From running off in the dark
A king of the moonlight
Just howling at reflections of himself

We're starting to float around our rooms
Addicted to things we'll never do
I promise to make up my mind soon
Anyway

So save me the rundown
I won't hunt for a match
I can finally catch my breath
But we've sure as hell gotten good
At building personas, right
What could I expect, I know

I'll keep chasing new highs
To realize I'm like everybody else
A fiend of the blue light
Don't you have some trouble feeling like yourself
Well how could I not be
A photo or story away
From running off in the dark
A king of the moonlight
Just howling at reflections of himself

Howling
At nothing
At all
Counting
And counting
The space
On the wall

And still I feel the same
You ask in every way
How much do I owe
To myself for my mistakes
I swear that I'm so close
To letting my breath go
Setting free the butterflies
That tell me to stay alone

Should I stop staring at the sun
'Cause I'm not the only one
Who went blind from indifference
And loving being numb
So what's the point of home
If it's all I'll ever know
I'll tear apart my curtains
And give my first hello