Broken life

Man I was inside yeah serving that time but it was for gang though
Supposed to do 5 end up doing 7 swinging on a Breville
All up I did 9 too many I fight they put me in segro
Girls hittin my line they say all the time they want me to lay low
They want me to slow it down
They want me abort the now
I was raised by the gang in a dimmy old lane and you say to abhort them how?
Some of them in an orphanage Still they come and they hold it down
There's two kinda cold type of
One speak and the other ride

Everybody wanna talk the struggle
Everybody wanna talk bout prison
What you know about broken life?
I was sleepin at parks and benches
I'm looking to God
Like give me a sign
I'm feelin its hard to live
Somebody please ride for me Soon I won't be around to love

Drinkin liquor to forget the low
But instead I forget to love Getting drunk and I'm plastered Up in the projects I forget family law

Tryna forget all the times
My uncle would find me
Kiss and molest my Soul
They all think ima respect the peace
Until I start creating holes
I guess that's what got me up in to this hole
Many of hours I did on my own There was no liquor to help with the blow
All I could see was a roof and a wall
I couldn't trust all the food that they brought
They killed my brother right there on the floor
They beat me up coz I started a cause
YOU WILL NOT TOUCH ANY POLY NO MORE!
Coming in from the trenches waitin on life
But God gave me sentence,
Used to get bullied alot
By most of my peers thugs and my elders
Most of the bullying came from All the bros who lived in my section
But that was way better than home
Alone in the night when abused and molested
I wish I could change up your mind review all your time
Man that is the message
Take a good look at my life
Man look through my eyes use it as a lesson
Alot of good boys in my life
My brothers have died from screws and corrections
A lot of goodbyes to my family As i get led back into them fences

All these bikies wanna take shots at my people
Terroists they hunting all my people
Officers they dark and they deceitful
Counselors they focus on my evil
They don't want to talk openly, They defend and cover the police
Dividends are down on mounty streets
Legal aid aren't down for polys peeps

Many men from the other side try to get to me
How will I love the enemy Inside's like a big family
Ride for the guys who were there for me
God told me turn cheek
How? when it looks so weak
Who you tryna impress?
God or the boys in green?

I'm telling you Jesus he broke me and then showed love for me
I can't even be shy coz my life wasnt even done lawfully murder was on my mind
Blood on my hands and knife Opps almost had me mentally Lucky my lord was down to ride
Every life, he save every life
Every life, he change every life