Anxious Attachment Style

All this trauma I held on to
I'm messed up but its not excuse
I try to grow to be different
Soon as I do something comes up again
Talk myself off the ledge all the time
So often a slave to my mind
Intrusive thoughts hard as always been
Which ones are mine and which ones are sneaking in

Time will you pass my by I want another try
I just wanna hang up my coat and call it
Time go the other way take back my memories
So that I don't miss you at all
Oh It sounds wrong
But you cant see what's going on inside
I need time to pass me by
I need time to pass me by

I try to stop overthinking
But I cant control once it begins
So lonely is that a sin
I just wanna be someone different
You left me all alone when I was just a kid
Why did I deserve to be abandoned
Now I'm always scared that they'll leave again
I say I'm okay but sometimes I just pretend

Time will you pass my by I want another try
I just wanna hang up my coat and call it
Time go the other way take back my memories
So that I don't miss you at all
Oh It sounds wrong
But you cant see what's going on inside
I need time to pass me by
I need time to pass me by



Credits
Writer(s): Rhiana Lewis
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