Left Me For Dead

It feels like I've been left for dead
By the world
My family
And the government
On the side of the road
Like a possum faking it

I'm out of money
At the end of my rope
Your god's keeping me here
As a sick, sick joke
Never done it before
But I think I could use a smoke

The way ahead is pain
But so is the way back
Don't have good options
But at least I have

A list of things I have to do
Doctors that I have to call
A great relationship with my dealer
Healthy amounts of self loathing
Plenty of alcohol
A job that makes me wanna keel over
And if that wasn't enough
In spite of it all
You ripped my heart out
And left me for dead

Got student debt the size of Texas
Got traumatized by most of my exes
Can't see anything unless I'm wearing glasses

4 missed calls from my mother
Got a really successful and stable brother
Got a roommate from Craigslist
And we hate each other

The way ahead is pain
But so is the way back
Don't have good options
But at least I have

A list of things I have to do
Doctors that I have to call
A great relationship with my dealer
Healthy amounts of self loathing
Plenty of alcohol
A job that makes me wanna keel over
And if that wasn't enough
In spite of it all
You ripped my heart out
And left me for dead

You'd think I'd be a lot more worried
But the thing that scares me the most
(One thing that scares me)
Isn't my particular circumstance
But the fact
That I'm statistically probably gonna die alone
(We all die alone)
Well, at least I have

A list of things I have to do
Doctors that I have to call
A great relationship with my dealer
Healthy amounts of self loathing
Plenty of alcohol
A job that makes me wanna keel over
And if that wasn't enough
In spite of it all
You ripped my heart out
Pounded it into the ground
Spit on it then knocked me out
And left me for dead



Credits
Writer(s): Abigail Mccarthy
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