LS' Demons

I tried to hide the monster in me, Inside
But lost the fight, he's conquering me, Hell yea
Tried to bottle up my emotions and made sure that the bottles whiskey, Whiskey
I was wishing to fix my problems
Like there's a genie in the bottle
No Aguilera but an alcoholic
Drank up to get the bottom, Drink it
Thought the liquor keep it docile but was wrong got more hostile
But if you think you can call me out
I'm on your ass like a pocket dial, Bitch
Call nine one one it might take a while for an ambulance to come for you
There's more victims I'm homicidal so you'll be dead on their arrival, Dead
D.O.A.
Can't you fucking tell I'm mad now
I get violent when I lash out
Hit a bitch knock an eyelash out
Pale white girl got her eye black now
Does that make her interracial
Don't stick around to find that out

I try to keep my demons locked away
So you don't have to see that part of me
Maybe I'm to blame
Maybe I'm insane
I'm trying to keep my demons to myself
But every single day just feels like hell
Maybe I'm to blame
Maybe I'm insane
Or maybe it's my demons

I've been lost inside this darkness for as long as I could remember
The torments constant not sure can stop this poisonous toxin that grew my temper
And made me heartless my organs frosted that means my heart is as cold as winter
It broke apart and was so alarming cuz the scarring didn't make it better
Now I'm two week like half of December
Been running from shadows now I'm looking mental
Knew as an adult, shit wouldn't be simple but every day's battle when you are a schizo
Dealing with an ego way bigger than Lizzo
Sorry that comment was my demons
Cuz I'm sick in the fucking head
Since the age of twelve didn't know how to coup but the rage did help
But letting my anger out was a dangerous route that led to an early grave or jail
And it felt like I was losing my mind
So I went to therapy to take a peak inside

I try to keep my demons locked away
So you don't have to see that part of me
Maybe I'm to blame
Maybe I'm insane
I'm trying to keep my demons to myself
But every single day just feels like hell
Maybe I'm to blame
Maybe I'm insane
Or maybe it's my demons

Blame it on my demons
Maybe it's my demons
Blame it on my demons
Maybe it's my demons
Blame it on my demons
Maybe it's my demons
LS is the name D is for my fucking demons blame it on my demons
Mischievous little cretin been scheming on me since
My first instance of existence LS as an infant in diapers was shitting
Now grown suicidal will die per their wishes kiss a loaded rifle blowing me death kisses

I try to keep my demons locked away
So you don't have to see that part of me
Maybe I'm to blame
Maybe I'm insane
I'm trying to keep my demons to myself
But every single day just feels like hell
Maybe I'm to blame
Maybe I'm insane
Or maybe it's my demons



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Writer(s): Ellis Johnson
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