Twenty Years

Everything that begins has an end
And in this end I have lost myself
No door is opened, 'though one has been closed
And all I know is I'm no longer young

'Cause my youth has died with you
Only you taught me about sisterhood
Memories keep me awake at night
Thinking 'bout the brittleness of life

All I see now is blurry and torn
The whole house is dark, it's no longer a home
And now that you're gone, you have got no place
And all I have are the ruins of a love that can't be replaced

At least I wish you didn't die
For a mistake, for an oversight
I wish I'd been with you that night
Maybe today you'd be alive
"It was her time" everyone says
So why do I feel to blame?
Yes, I'm supposed to be alive
How can I feel alive when you are not?

Cause a half of me's in your bones
Our minds are swimming into a void
My childhood memories make no sense
Twenty years passed fleetingly away

I can't accept that this is the end
You will always be my first friend
I've always believed there's no world beyond
So I must be strong enough to overcome



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