Stutter

The butterflies were flying strong in my stomach, my hands were shaking, girl, I felt like a sucker
When I would think about the smile on your face with a message, I swear my heart would hesitate like a stutter
It's like I was thinking I should only care for me
Relationships required work that interfere then make a vacancy

I felt a void inside my chest, that been missin a while, and that consisted of a woman
I could walk down the aisle and smile with me while we shopped to fill our cupboards with goodies, find little decorations
We could hang by us matching hoodies, get everything we need for dinner
Maybe make homemade cookies and dance around the dinner table till the food finished cooking

And I would daydream about it daily, miss somebody I haven't even met
But I had a feeling she'd comin damn it, my heart would skip a beat every time my phone would ring
Finally got a match, okay, I'll wait and see
Got a message that was saying, hey, how are you

Replies led to Snapchat conversations and then a number come through
Next thing we know, a video chat for hours learning each other
Then on January 4th, I felt my heart st-st-st stutter
The butterflies were flying strong in my stomach

My hands were shaking, girl, I felt like a sucker
When I would think about the smile on your face with a message, I swear my heart would hesitate like a stutter
And when we finally got a chance to really hold one another, I nearly melted in the warmth like butter
And now I know it's really soon, but I don't know what else to do

So here it is, I wrote this song called Stutter
Early on we learned a lot the way we clicked in an instant
The awkward silence wasn't there, cause in the quiet we listened to the music
Or just the wind while being patient

When I would look into your eyes, my heart would hesitate
As if I was so intrigued by everything you were about to say
The smile in your eyes and cheeks would rise, I couldn't concentrate
All my adoration for you hit all different kind of ways

I told myself I'd give her all my heart if she reciprocate
Incredible how time went by so quick
Had more fun in them hours than I have in years, I promise
It's like no matter what would happen, I was ready with you

And I didn't want it all to end, but then that last hug, ooh
You're so impeccably kind, N light me up like Christmas
Out of the billions in this world, I put you first on my wish list
And with this year starting like this, there ain't no way we're going under

Got me shaking full of happiness and making me stutter
The butterflies were flying strong in my stomach, my hands were shaking, girl, I felt like a sucker
When I would think about the smile on your face with a message, I swear my heart would hesitate like a stutter
And when we finally got a chance to really hold one another, I nearly melted into warmth like butter

And now I know it's really soon, but I don't know what else to do
So here it is, I wrote this song called Stutter
I am many things, but very far from the same
As everybody from your past that ever let you feel hate

I'll never let you feel the hurt, I'll take away all the pain
And if you let me take your hand, I'll push the darkness away
I'll never let you feel alone, but always give you your space
And hold you up when you feel down, Or put too much on your plate

I promise you I'll only improve from the very first day
Until the end of you and I, the greatest journey awaits
The butterflies were flying strong in my stomach, my hands were shaking, girl, I felt like a sucker
When I would think about the smile on your face with a message, I swear my heart would hesitate like a stutter

And when we finally got a chance to really hold one another, I nearly melted in the warmth like butter
And now I know it's really soon, but I don't know what else to do
So here it is, I wrote this song called Stutter
The butterflies were flying strong in my stomach, my hands were shaking, girl, I felt like a sucker

When I would think about the smile on your face with a message, I swear my heart would hesitate like a stutter
And when we finally got a chance to really hold one another, I nearly melted in the warmth like butter
And now I know it's really soon, but I don't know what else to do
So here it is, I wrote this song called Stutter