Falling Pieces (feat. Kayla Emerson)

You're my worst enemy
You're my best friend
You say that you love me
But it's just pretend
And I wish you weren't leaving
I wish that you'd stay
You gave me your heart
But mines still so far away

Everydays the same
Put it in my veins
Just to numb the pain
Never feel again
God I'm feeling drained
Got no one to blame
Got some people praying
God will make me change
It's a damn shame
He ain't never came
Sick of all the games
I ain't even playing
I don't know if Imma
See the light of day
But if I'm going down
Then Imma Go in flames

No heart black hole
Dark takes control
Body mind and soul take a toll
Being caught up in a warzone
It's hard to breathe when I'm alone
I can't believe what I've become
The same demons that I fight
I invite right back in my home
I tend to ghost those who get close
Take another shot just to cope
Standing here staring in the mirror
I don't know who's staring back though
Sick of bringing everybody down
Sick of being one that everybody doubts
Sick of all of the drugs I gotta stick
Inside me just so I can numb it all out
Hating on mistakes when I make em
Problems I create but I dont face em
People walk away and I replace em
Keep your hearts away cuz all I do Is break em
Don't you go and get confused
It's nothing that I choose
Or wanna do
And that's the honest truth
And It's a constant struggle too
To open up to you
When anything I go and love
I know I'll lose

I'm my worst enemy
You're my best friend
You say that you love me
But it's just pretend
And I wish you weren't leaving
I wish you would stay
You gave me your heart
But mines still so far away

Everydays the same
Put it in my veins
Just to numb the pain
Never feel again
God I'm feeling drained
Got no one to blame
Got some people praying
God will make me change
It's a damn shame
He ain't never came
Sick of all the games
I ain't even playing
I don't know if Imma
See the light of day
But if I'm going down
Then Imma Go in flames

Relationships are severed
Nothing getting better
Hardly any pleasure
Hard to measure
Got a lotta pressure
Like an air compressor
Fighting like McGregor
Keep it all together
Got a hard heart
Lotta scars marked
Gotta guard from going too far dark
Used to raise the bar
Hit the Mark
Had the kind of spark
To make a raging fire start
Used to think that I was set apart
Maybe even be a star
And take up all the pain that's in my heart
And Find a way to go and turn it into art
Sick of feeling like I'm less
I'm depressed I'm a mess
I'm a friggin wreck
Feel like all I got left
Is the stress
Counting down the clock
To my last breath

Things feel so helpless
Don't think it will end
I feel so broken
But just play pretend
And I wish I could tell you
I wish you could know
Just how much pain I'm in
But can't let it show

Everydays the same
Put it in my veins
Just to numb the pain
Never feel again
God I'm feeling drained
Got no one to blame
Got some people praying
God will make me change
It's a damn shame
He ain't never came
Sick of all the games
I ain't even playing
I don't know if Imma
See the light of day
But if I'm going down
Then Imma Go in flames

I don't think I can go through this
I don't think that I will make it through
I don't think I can go through this
I don't think I can I don't trust you



Credits
Writer(s): Truong Tran
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