the_best_worst_day_of_our_lives.wav (Demo)

Do you still love me? Is what I think
There's vodka in my cup
But I don't want to drink
Cigarette butts are filling up the ashtray
I remember we would watch the birds fly in the sky
The sky reminds me of your eyes and I'm
Afraid of heights
But you wouldn't look me in the eyes when you told me those lies

I remember when we went for a drive for the last time
Your eyes reminded of the ocean as you started to cry
I had no clue why, but I was afraid of the tides
And then I realized, but it still caught me by surprise
It didn't feel like real life
You made up your mind

I tried to apologize
And convince you otherwise
But there was nothing I could do to make you change your mind
I even tried to compromise
I would change my ways and my way of life, but it was too late
I should have done it prior or
I should have been better in the first place

You returned all of my sweatshirts
And I have yet to get out the scent you left on them
But it's a smell I can't forget and
Associated with happiness
I would mess up and get a slap on the wrist
So I did expect it to come to this
In retrospect, when you turned your head to the left
And said all good things have to come to an end
I should have responded with this

We were just kids
We didn't know what love is
Then we started to grow up and recognize that it isn't this
When you got mad, you were still drop dead gorgeous
I apologize for hurting you
You didn't deserve it and nothing was worth it
You're perfect
Someone else is gonna need you more than I did

We'll both be fine
We'll both be alright
And this will be the best worst day of our lives
We'll both be fine
We'll both be alright
And this will be the best worst day of our lives