Hopeless

I'm not sure why I care
If my name gets mentioned
It's like I'm running out of air
But I keep on smoking
I know life's so unfair
I'm blessed but so broken
Don't know I'm so hopeless

Too much anxiety inside
All thoughts keep multiplying
And I'm trapped inside mind
I try to act like I'm fine
Maybe it's because of the way I grew up
And when it came to friends I didn't ask to much
And I love my parent but they had me locked up
Now I see their reflection in side my cup
Maybe I got bad luck
Maybe that's why I chase lust
Lately I'm on the run
From myself holding this loaded gun

I'm not sure why I care
If my name gets mentioned
It's like I'm running out of air
But I keep on smoking
I know life's so unfair
I'm blessed but so broken
Don't know I'm so hopeless

Now I'm sitting all alone inside of my room my heart aching
No ever thought that I would make
I remember they ain't have no love for me
Now everybody wanna talk now I find it funny
No one warned me the top was this lonely
Just want real love but I can't even find peace
That's why I'm slipping again taking this prescription medicine
They'll say it's all in your head but they can't even see your lens

I'm not sure why I care
If my name gets mentioned
It's like I'm running out of air
But I keep on smoking
I know life's so unfair
I'm blessed but so broken
Don't know I'm so hopeless



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