Emotional Thug

Feel like I wanna smile
But everything 'round me startin' to crumble down
Losin' friends, got more haters, I'm gettin' older now
Livin' fast, Monte Carlo, dead last, but I'm in front tho

Look, gotta stay to myself, everybody be hoes
Like a book off the shelf, keep all my chapters sealed closed
How far you wanna go, I'm talkin' top of the globe
I put my feelings in a bottle, gotta keep that bitch closed

Secrets and confessions, too many lies
Heaven sent, got them demon babies rollin' on my side
That la bitch, left sickles on my heart, wasn't on my type of time
We been thuggin' way too long for you to go and switch up sides

It ain't right, how you play and try to thug me
But it's fine
Going days without a word, playin' foul, but I'll be fine
I was blind to all them lies, hopin' I would see the truth
I'll tell a lie for all my guys, I was tryna bend the truth

Vision clear, only focused on my health
To make it clear, I been that nigga, ion need no help
Knowin' they ain't feelin' me, but Jo don't give a fuck
And that quittin' shit ain't in me, I ain't givin' up

Missin' mama bad, wish I could hear ya one more time
Feelin' down bad, but once I'm up, the world is mine
Tryna do 'em bad, when that time come, make it right
I grew up bad, 'round them flunkys and flocks, and they wasn't right

Rugged star, comin' from the hood, he just want shine
Love scars, youngin', he been bruised, it's on his mind
When you at the bottom, you just wanna see the top
If you ain't got no motto, how you tryna be on top

Broken soul, all alone, with no care
Damaged pain, he insane, love is rare
I'm an emotional thug, ain't hard to tell
I'm an emotional thug, I just need help

I do this for my dogs, all I got is my pound
Ain't no fear in my heart, I can walk with no crowd
Movin' lowkey, it's hard to see who really down
Don't approach me, if you ain't clutchin' or my roun'

Made a promise to my cousin, I would keep rappin'
Know some niggas in my city, they can't stop trappin'
If you don't take care of yo child, you's a bad daddy
Niggas fake rootin' for me, I can't stand it

Ain't no heart in this shit
Seems like the hardest shit hit you when you one of the realist
I'm too raw, I know I'm different
Only focused on blessings, never counted no favors
If I'm winnin', then you winnin', always standin' on business

You said it was love, got me feelin' like it's lust
He was tryna catch up, I had to leave him in the dust
You tried to break my heart, but I'm as strong as they come
Your mind is everything, so what you think, you gon' become

Rugged star, comin' from the hood, he just want shine
Love scars, youngin', he been bruised, it's on his mind
When you at the bottom, you just wanna see the top
If you ain't got no motto, how you tryna be on top

Broken soul, all alone, with no care
Damaged pain, he insane, love is rare
I'm an emotional thug, ain't hard to tell
I'm an emotional thug, I just need help



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Writer(s): Jorey Pannia
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