Running (with Crystal Clare)

Why do I see myself running
Running from the very side that I know I wanna be
In this dark place there's no one else but me
Far from where I find my solace
Why do I see myself hiding
Hiding deeper and deeper in the flame
Always on the edge of going insane
God please lend a hand

Remember days when we talk about
Told me what to talk about
Told me everyday I should tell you when I'm heading out
I want a normal life
You should handle that
Grateful to the lord it's amazing I feel better now
All of my problems I cast em send and threw em
I want nothing to bond and I was doing no drugs
I wanted nothing but purity
Wanted all of you feeling me
Wanted all of you missing me
I ain't know what was best for me
Description up above says I am on the throne
You ain't listening I promise I'll be calling up your phone
You're a stubborn kid I know that you'll outgrown
I keep calling you you're hearing it
Not picking up your phone
Tell me why, tell me why would you
Why you want me just to chase me out the next Day
Keep me lonely and I'm running out of birthdays
I'm so lonely and I'm running out of help me
(Arrrrrhhhhhhhh)

They all think
It's my Dark phase
But they don't know
I'm almost deep in the furnace
Climbing high
Just to fall down
Am I lost?
Is this really just a phase?
Running
From the very side that I know I wanna be
In this dark place there's no one else but me
I wanna know
Wanna know

I'll be grateful I spin a hundin don't shake the table
Me upon it I wrote a letter no liquor pouring
I've seen a Black man white with a creams or something
I never seen God Changed or he disappointed
Why am I running it's not important I saw something it didn't matter
I didn't ponder
I didn't bother
It came back creeping up like it didn't matter
I turn back saw the creep but did another
Blind Eye I took another dose I just struck a pose and I'll be opposed if the enemy didn't leave a note
Word to my foes if you hand a note coz you want to know
How your lies sail the boat that you put some holes say hello
And man i really mean it
I've never ran coz the lord wanted me to reach you
I've never thought that one day I will probably meet you
I always thought I'll be backing on the lord but Didn't stay committed

They all think
It's my Dark phase
But they don't know
I'm almost deep in the furnace
Climbing high
Just to fall down
Am I lost?
Is this really just a phase?
Running
From the very side that I know I wanna be
In this dark place there's no one else but me
I wanna know
Wanna know



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