I Might

I swore I saw the light yesterday, my right
But I didn't know, I just being blinded by the sun, sike
I told myself I would never try this, never do this
That I would never turn on myself, like my name Judas
You know, I just wanna know
What would 8 year old me think?
I just wanna know if it's contagious
I don't want other people going through this shit
But little man doesn't know it's not a disease
Or is it?
It got into my head somehow
Must've grew legs and walked up in there
It feels like an implant with no working surgery
It feels like I can't with brand new perjury
I just want it out
I don't care if it hurts me, I don't care if it hurts Colin
I don't want to hurt the ones I care about
Me of all people

Mm, the hell man
I'm sorry

I'm feeling spite tonight
I'm feeling bright tonight
I'm feeling spite delight polite, I'm feeling like I might
I'm feeling spite tonight
I'm feeling bright tonight
I'm feeling spite delight polite, I'm feeling like I might
And I don't know how to tell you that I've been feelin' quite alright
And I don't know how to tell you that I've been feelin' quite uptight
And I don't know how to tell you that I've been feelin' quite afraid
And I don't know how to tell you that I've been feelin' quite betrayed

Alright, that seems good
What?
Um, Hello?
Uh, well, it seems
I can't really get my ideas across, ya know?
I feel kinda stupid for it sometimes
Well, yeah, you're supposed to say that
Well, you say that so I don't get upset, because if you said I-
Yeah, pretty much shit is what I've-
What?
What am I gonna do?
What do you think I'm gonna do?
What? Do you think I'm gonna
I'm gonna

Die?
Die?
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Die?
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Li- Huh?
I actually made it?