Soul Search

How many times do I gotta compare
How many lies do I got to hear
Soul searching i'm tryna find her
X O me when I couldn't care
Deja vu like we've been here
Her best friend grinding me like gear
Shouldn't I send that text don't send
Shouldn't I miss my ex don't care

How many times do I gotta go home
How many lies are you gunna say
Funny how life has me all alone
Even when everything go my way
Yeah I pop that pill that bitches on tap
Yeah I might just spill that
Sorry to the girls I respect don't feel that
Only tryna heal what I sealed when she left
On sight and I still think soul mate
Best friend tryna say she'd do me
I know I know I know
Your girlfriend's think i'm so
On sight and I think she's holy
All night and i'm still on cocaine
I can't help that i'm gone
I found myself in you
In you

I think that i'm lying to myself
I know we'd never work out
I think your lying to yourself
Your missing me no doubt

How many times do I gotta compare
How many lies do I got to hear
Soul searching i'm tryna find her
X O me when I couldn't care
Deja vu like we've been here
Her best friend grinding me like gear
Shouldn't I send that text don't send
Shouldn't I miss my ex don't care

What am I doing if you ain't inlove?
What could have proven that I was enough?
How many times do I gotta get up?
How many lives do I gotta give up?
What have I proven by giving a fuck?
What am I losing by giving you up?
Tell me that you really want to be whole
I could have given my heart and my soul

How many times do I gotta compare
How many lies do I got to hear
Soul searching i'm tryna find her
X O me when I couldn't care
Deja vu like we've been here
Her best friend grinding me like gear
Shouldn't I send that text don't send
Shouldn't I miss my ex don't care



Credits
Writer(s): Josh Haddon
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