Thousand Reels Stare

Day after day I just stare at my phone
Just to distract me from feeling alone
Feeling alone
Got five missed calls
Last I checked it was three (too long)
Telling myself no one cares about me (cares about me)
Cares about me
And I can't decide whether to scream or cry
Guess I'm stuck in this loop till the day that I die

Close my eyes to imagine
Worlds where this doesn't happen to me
Every day and every night
Soon as I start to feel alright
Am I in control
Oh all the roads they lead me back
To where I came from
This rat race shit is getting old

Gaze up to the sunrise that peaks through my blinds (sunrise and the)
Hear the chirping of birds and the sound of wind chimes (wind)
Sound of wind chimes (sound of wind chimes)
(drifting through my mind)
Feels like my live slowly drifting away (away from)
From where I told myself I'd end up someday
(end up som-, end up som-, end up som-)
End up someday
So again I find myself stuck on replay
Watching endlessly until I rot and decay

Close my eyes to imagine
Worlds where this doesn't happen to me
Every day and every night
Soon as I start to feel alright
Think I've lost control
Oh all the roads they lead me back
To where I came from
This rat race shit is getting old

(crawled out of the pit in my stomach)
(ended right back where I started)
(Who are you)
(Who am I)
(Who is anyone)
(Run away just to fall back in line)
(Who are you)
(Who am I)
(Who is anyone)
(Run away just to fall back in line)
(Who are you) (do I want to escape)
(Who am I)
(Who is anyone)
(Run away just to fall back in line)
(Who are you)
(Who am I)
(Who is anyone)
(Run away just to fall back in line)
Scrolling and scrolling and scrolling and scrolling and scrolling and
Scrolling and scrolling and scrolling and scrolling and scrolling and
Scrolling and scrolling and scrolling and scrolling and scrolling and
Scrolling and scrolling and scrolling and scrolling and scrolling and
Scrolling and scrolling and scrolling and scrolling and scrolling and
Scrolling and scrolling and scrolling and scrolling and scrolling and
Scrolling (nothing changes)

Close my eyes to imagine
Worlds where this doesn't happen to me
Every day and every night
Soon as I start to feel alright
Oh there's no control
Yeah all the roads they lead me back
To where I came from
This rat race shit is getting old



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