Sobriety Is How I See My Nightmares

Sometimes you gotta go through life
Feeling like you gotta make it
Take a swing at it
And even a swig at it
Just keep your head up dawg
Don't drown yourself
And if you do
You might pay the price

Liquor on the junction
A means to get a functioning
Mind still swallowing yesterday's high
Drinking until my demons die

Whispering ghosts make me N Zane
Can't unsee the noose image in my brain
Dragging on this life no clean slate
Slowly pulling up death's gate

Hitting the bong to forget all the vanity
Crumbling walls telling me I'm the enemy
Self-medicating but i love the calamity
Sick from late-stage reality uh

My heart turned black so painfully
I still have my bros thankfully
Don't remember where I was at
My head is tight and there's vomit on the mat
And the drink I am holding's intact
This place I'm at is so despising
Psychi needs some revising
These pill bottles look so enticing
Living through a loop to no end

All this booze got me loopy don't know where I gotta go
Rose up from my grave and snorted a line of blow
Going through my phone God I really wish I was a ghost
Can't trust a single person everybody is my foe

Why do I even try dawg? I end up spiking up my egg nog
Knock on on the door knob
Opening a dirty state
Hopfully my bros remember my name
Rocking back n forth of innate
Turn back before it's too late okay?

Poisoning your body everyday is a bad fate
So easy when my body was mine
Not being hooked just to feel fine
Youth was vibrant in the sunshine
And I didn't have to always unwind
Can't believe I was so blind
As an addict I'm defined
Just to find another rhyme
Hopefully my soul will chyme
Hopefully I won't die

My heart turned black so painfully
I still have my bros thankfully
Don't remember where I was at
My head is tight and there's vomit on the mat
And the drink I am holding's intact
This place I'm at is so despising
Psychi needs some revising
These pill bottles look so enticing
Living through a loop to no end

Life can be full of chaos and uncertainty
So don't live it on dependency



Credits
Writer(s): Zack Bachman
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