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Everything was good
When I was back at home
I was feeling good
Had my life in check
I was growing up
Bout' time I started that
I was learning things
Mind was sharp, a tack
But I feel like i've lost it
Mind feels kinda wack
This Bein Hazmanim's bad
And to me that's a fact
Why did I take this break
It's all seems kinda bad
My thoughts are all confused
My feelings are all sad

Cause' I let myself go
Way to far off the way
The derech I should be
It slowly slips away
Been thinking things I shouldn't
I know it's not ok
Been doing things I wouldn't
If I would've stayed
I've lost myself a little
Drifted from the bay
Now I lay on sins and sins
I feel i've fully strayed
All i've done this year
Has all went down the drain
And I don't feel for sun
I only like the rain
Because the clouds are up above
And they share my pain
Can I be better than'em
They're beyond the grave
I feel so gone, my work is gone
I've lost my faith
My Yetzer Hara seems to win
In every single way
I can't push him away
Seems like he's here to stay

But as I write these words
I realize I can save
My world from diving deeper
Into a sinful lake
I need to see the steps ahead
Not the steps that left me dead
The steps of growth, from failure
Steps i've always led
In the past I did it once
I'm sure I can again
So what i've lost my crown?
So what i've fallen down?
Deeper than I did before
It's time to open up
It's time to really soar
I cant live like this
This life has got me torn
The piercing prick of Yetzer Haras' sinful flower thorn
I need to be pulled out
By someone in the clouds
That someone's me of course
And my Yetzer Tov

I'm better now bc i've learned what it's like
To think your'e on the top, and then get hit with life
And now I stand on all my sins and reach higher
My soul is burning bout a million times brighter
I now have a stronger will, an unbreakable desire
To do the best I can, nothing can get me tired

The things i've done and thought, are all now in the past
And I know there's a chance that it won't be the last
But i'll grow from it, like bones do out the cast
I encourage you to do the same next time your'e in a mess
Next time ur feelin' less, than what you really are
C'mon you know you're blessed, you're a shining star
I don't want you to stress, just to raise the bar
Everything's alright, you gon' make it far

Every voice inside your head is just a test
I know there's something in every single Jew, that wants to be the best



Credits
Writer(s): Elad Murasso
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