high on my own

I don't wanna feel a thing, but I can't get high alone
I messed up again, I do it all the time, baby
Past tense, back then it wouldn't phase me

Nowadays, I feel the pain that I'm making
My mom told me to slow down, but I can't go out nameless
I don't wanna get high on my own
I feel the pain you have, but I can't feel my own

I don't feel alright when I'm alone
I see the devil in my room, told him to go
Late nights, I wonder
Last night, I wandered

Into a place when I was younger
Don't wanna feel a thing, but I can't get high alone
I'm too far gone, I can't stop now
I'm buried in a hole, I'm tryna get out

I be buried in a hole, I dug myself
Dark skies, see a demon by my shelf
Crying out to God, I need your help
Save me from the death, I cause myself

Through a dark dream, I fell asleep
Even when I fall down, God watching over me
Ten times, seven times, I can't breathe
My road is a path, I'm tryna leave

I trust you, with everything
I messed up again, I do it all the time, baby
Past tense, back then it wouldn't faze me
Nowadays, I feel the pain that I'm making

My mom told me to slow down, but I can't go out nameless
I don't wanna get high on my own
I feel the pain you have, but I can't feel my own
I don't feel alright when I'm alone

See the devil in my room, tell him to go
I don't wanna get high on my own
I feel the pain you have, but I can't feel my own
I don't feel alright when I'm alone

See the devil in my room, tell him to go