Saving Grace

It's late in the night
Mum called, where am I?
And so, I lied
Just to keep whatever this is out of the light
Did it matter? when you took my hand
I tried to fix you, but you're just too much
You ran away cause you're scared of love
Well, aren't we all?
Now I just have a question

Did you love me, like I did?
Do you miss me, in your bones?
Maybe that's not what it meant for you, but it was for me
Now it's too late cause I'm not your saving grace anymore

Arguments through the night
Ask if it's a lie
Kissed me, said goodbye
Now you couldn't dare to make it real, and I cried
Visions shattered when you asked him out
Did it crush you, when I'm with someone else?
You ran away cause you're scared of love
Well, aren't we all?
Now I just have a question

Did you love me, like I did?
Do you miss me, in your bones?
Maybe that's not what it meant for you, but it was for me
Now it's too late cause I'm not your saving grace anymore

Let's fast forward to the time that you wanted me back
But I'm too busy putting broken pieces back to life
I tried to understand you, but you're just too fucked inside
Now I'm all fed up you can never ever get me back
The greatest mistake was I let you get into my bones
Now it just chills me cause I was so stupid at that point
Think you got problems? Oh no, baby, cause I have them too
You ran from all of this now that is really nothing new

Did you love me, like I did?
Do you miss me, in your bones?
Maybe that's not what it meant for you, but it was for me
Now it's too late cause I'm not your saving grace anymore

Let's fast forward to the time that you wanted me back
You're just too fucked inside
I'm sorry, yeah
I'm not your saving grace

"I think that's the reason that it was over
I really tried to understand you, but it was really hard
Yeah, it was really hard for me"