FINDING MYSELF (feat. DJ Ovadose)

Yeah
Yeah, ay
Finding myself
I've been tryna find myself
I've been tryna (DJ O)
I've been
I've been

They say to always keep the faith (In a bag)
But what do you do when it starts to fade away
Do I call on His name?
Am I even worthy of his grace?
I don't know man, but pastor saying that I'm saved
That I'll be okay
But I don't feel okay
Feel like I'm changing
Feel I'm not the same
They say I love you to your face
Then they disappear
Abandonment isn't one of my fears
But something I've seen happen all over the years

Start blaming myself, maybe I'm the problem
And Gods supposed to help me solve em
But they're still here
I still stay up at night fighting tears
But in the day, all I hear is satan say
Can you fight em away? (Can I?)
Can you make em stay? (I don't know)
Do you really think you're destined to be great? (I don't know)
Truth is I don't know
But I guess that just how life goes
at least I know I kept it ten toes
But I want something more
I'm tired of these chores
Feel like I'm wasting away at home
Need a place on my own
I'm still finding myself, and yet people say that I'm grown
This is a long lonely road

Will I find myself? I don't know
Will I cry for help? I don't know
Will I put a grammy on the shelf? I don't know
What the future holds
But I'm always told
Of the potential that's in me
That I don't see
What can longliveadamariz really achieve?
Cause as far I know, I was gonna die at sixteen
I didn't plan to stand here in front of these teens

Telling 'em about me and preaching
I'm still finding myself
And if your listening
Please don't give up on me
Cause I do everyday and I can't take this pain
So Jesus help me, please break all the chains
I say this in your mighty name
Before I pass away
Please just let me enjoy the day
I will find a way
To find myself before that day
Please don't go away
Please help me find Adamaris today

Finding myself
Finding myself
Finding myself
Finding myself
Finding myself
I've been tryna find myself, yeah
Finding myself
Finding myself
Finding myself
I've been tryna find myself, yeah
I've been tryna find myself, yeah
I've been tryna find myself, yeah
I've been tryna
I've been tryna find myself
I've been tryna find myself
I've been tryna find myself, yeah
I've been tryna
I've been tryna find myself



Credits
Writer(s): Adamaris Alamos
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