Ceratioidei

Just like you returned, you did leave
And I wondered every single day the reasons why you had gone astray

Was it my fault?
Every time there is someone to blame
Or was it yours?
You never cared about me at all
I miss your arms across my back
And I never learnt how to say goodbye

Please, come back
I don't need anything else

Reduced to nothingness
What a shameful act you spread on me
You got me sick just to disappear
The taste of fate has taken its toll

No... I

I don't fight the fact that I contracted a disease

A disease is what you are, just like her, and just like me
We were never meant to be
The chemistry reacts on our hands
We are full of red, we are full of lies we tell to ourselves

Distracted by you even though I had nothing to focus on
When the light of knowledge taught me everything
I realized there was nothing left to share

Construct me, control me
You were abandoned and I climbed the mountain
To reach your heart and kiss your lips
You bit me, I bled
And I drowned on my own blood
This time I won't... I swear I won't

I can't... I can't light the fire again

She's knocking the door

Your voice lit up the fear within
Should I embrace what I once lived?
My head is splitten just like our will to love

And when I close my eyes at night
I can only think about your arms across my back
Desperate to hug you and afraid to ask you "am I good enough?"
Questions without answers and loving acts without a response
I guess that's what always happened between both of us

The first time I ran I saved myself

A disease is what you are, just like her, and just like me
We were never meant to be
The chemistry reacts on our hands
We are full of red, we are full of lies they told us in the past
A disease is what we are, I'm afraid of you, you're afraid of me
We shouldn't have been
Every memory we shared will lie in the past
I won't say goodbye
I'm embarassed to admit that this was always a selfish act

And for the last time
These incapable arms write all these rhymes
For this last verse
I have to choose myself

Ceratioidei



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