Blackberry Bitter

Here I am
Trying to see who I am
Life's been a summer-like fever dream
Too many instances of fight or flight
Not knowing where my true home lies

But who cares anymore, let's cut to the chase
You crossed a line and I paid the price

So many intrusive ghosts
Will no one hear my cries?

I've turned blackberry bitter inside
This is the jaded 'so long, goodbye'
Not gonna lie, it kills me inside
Knowing how fearlessly I tried

I've become suspicious of all in my path
Vicious paranoia, such internal wrath

So many intrusive ghosts
Will no one hear my cries?

I've turned blackberry bitter inside
This is the jaded 'so long, goodbye'
Not gonna lie, it kills me inside
Knowing how fear will drive me wild

I've turned blackberry bitter inside
This is the jaded 'so long, goodbye'
Not gonna lie, it kills me inside
Knowing how fear will drive me wild

I've turned blackberry bitter inside
This is the jaded 'so long, goodbye'
Not gonna lie, it kills me inside
Knowing how fearlessly I tried