Has Been

Get the fuck over yourself and fucking try
For once in your life, stand and fight

I believed you for so many years that I lied
To myself, to myself, to myself, to myself
Grew old and learned my lessons now
Won't attend your pity party no more

A fool to trust that you could ever see me through
When what I needed most was a friend

An absent has been, all of my life
I never saw you then, and I'm gone now
Thought I was maybe the one who was wrong
But it never failed and you proved me right

Where were you when we needed you most?
Drunk again, moved so far, disappear like a ghost
I know you tried but why's it so hard
To admit that you failed, that you missed your approach?

Did you catch the signs?
I know you drove outside the lines
Did you ever care at all?
Just keep putting up (walls)

Absent has been (has been) all of my life
I never saw you then and I'm gone now
Thought I was maybe the one who was wrong
But it never failed and you proved me right

Thought I was maybe the one who was wrong
But it never failed and you proved me right

An absent has been (has been) all of my life
I never saw you then and I'm gone now

A fool to trust that you could ever see me through
When what I needed most was a friend

An absent has been, all of my life
I never saw you then, and I'm gone now
Thought I was maybe the one who was wrong
But it never failed and you proved me right



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Writer(s): Jason Gorman
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