Outcast

Throwing out my lines
Running of time
Losing my mind
I swear I'm fine
Flashing lights
Stay out of sight
Trying to find
Somewhere to hide
The further I go
The more I know
There's no escape
From all my pain

If I could do it all over again
Would I still need a reason to pretend
That I'm not lost in the dark
Like a fish thrown to sharks
Feeling helpless as I fall apart
If I could do it all over again
Would I still need a reason to make amends
To the demons in my dreams
I can hear them screaming
Out your name

Banging on doors
Creaking wood floors
A voice in my head
I can't ignore
Ash falls around
Can't hear a sound
Burn to the ground
I won't found
Flames fall
As voices call
There's no room for me at all
There's consequences
And contradictions
Allegations won't
Be predicted

If I could do it all over again
Would I still need a reason to pretend
That I'm not lost in the dark
Like a fish thrown to sharks
Feeling helpless as I fall apart
If I could do it all over again
Would I still need a reason to make amends
To the demons in my dreams
I can hear them screaming
Out your name

Outcast to society
Throwing out the person I wanna be
Can't hide from who I really am
But it's just too late to give a damn
Outcast of my own damn mind
If I keep going on I might go blind
Doing everything that I wanna do
But it's just too far when it comes to you
Outcast like im a threat
My feeling don't make sense
I'll never get to try again
Cuz of all the shit you did back then

If I could do it all over again
Would I still need a reason to pretend
That I'm not lost in the dark
Like a fish thrown to sharks
Feeling helpless as I fall apart
If I could do it all over again
Would I still need a reason to make amends
To the demons in my dreams
I can hear them screaming
Out your name