I'll Miss You

When I told you I loved you, you showed me you don't
When I asked you to be there you said that you won't
When I needed you most you were nowhere in sight
Now it's hard to tell just who's wrong and who's right

Cause in the evening when I'm by myself
I stare at the bottles up there on the shelf
Think to myself am I glad that your gone
These thoughts in my head seem to go on and on

Cause every memory gets clearer each day
And the day that you left me seems so far away
And the times that we had and the dreams that we shared
No longer matter cause neither one cared
And the fights we won but the battles that we've lost
Come screamin' at night but at what a cost
I just want some time to get back to myself
So I'll leave those bottles right up on the shelf
And I'll miss you but we both need some help

Sometimes when I'm driving down past your street
I'll remember those places where we'd go to eat
But the names and the faces I just can't recall
They blend into nightmares from the drinks on the wall

Remember those nights when we stay up till sunrise
I remember them also but not more than the lies
We had our moments yeah we had our share
But they didn't last though we thought they were rare

Cause every memory gets clearer each day
And the day that you left me seems so far away
And the times that we had and the dreams that we shared
No longer matter cause neither one cared
And the fights we won and the battles that we've lost
Come screamin' at night oh but at what a cost
I just want some time to get back to myself
So I'll leave those bottles right up on the shelf
And I'll miss you but we both need some help

Cause the days turn away and they blend into weeks
Weeks turn to months and my heart loses speech
And I don't have to tell you what I'm going through
It'd be useless to me as it's useless to you
So let's part our ways and be done with this stress
There's no type of glue that can repair this mess
There's a lesson or two to be learned from it all
But this has to be our last curtain call

Cause every memory gets clearer each day
And the day that you left me seems so far away
And the times that we had and the dreams that we shared
No longer matter cause neither one cared
And the fights we won and the battles that we've lost
Come screamin' at night oh but at what a cost
I just want some time to get back to myself
So I'll leave those bottles right there on the shelf
And I'll miss you but we both need some help