IFeel

I saw you - yesterday night in the park
You were holding a hand and it wasn't mine
I followed - followed you back home
When I realised that it ain't my door
You were banging on when you needed love
Now it's somebody's else
You turn down my warmth

And I feel lost, and I feel cold
When you don't even want to acknowledge my love
And I feel depressed, I am distressed
When I realize that I am still stuck in the past
Oh, I hide my fear, I tell you I was wrong
Yet you see them as good feelings
Signs of me growing strong

All I feel instead, is that I am growing old
Worrying of this time wasted on just your cross
My brain's numbing, my heart's longing
My soul won't even admit that we were once bonding
How long were we actually meant to last I ask?
Taking a sip alcohol
Fills in my heartbreak's cracks

And I feel lost, and I feel cold
When you won't even let me hold you no more
And I feel depressed, I am distressed
When I realize that my life so far's been a gag
Oh, I hide my fear, I tell you you were wrong
Yet you see them as plain hints
Flags of me growing bold

And I hope that one day - it'll reach an ending
Seeing it all has been just my reality
I'll pick up my phone and delete your face
Will no longer reply to your messaging me late
Until then I'll keep wearing fake smiles
As if nobody else is worthy of my kind of

Love oooh
Love oooh
Of love oooh
Love oooh

And I feel lost, and I feel cold
When you can't even recognize my own voice
And I feel depressed, I am distressed
When I realize that our touch feels estranged
Oh, I hide my fear, I say we were wrong
Yet you see them as nothing even
I forgot their meaning long

Ago ooh
Ooooooh