SEE HOW I AM

Hell nah, I was f*cking our relationship
Yeah, Yeah hell nah (huh?)
A b*tch do way so much
But I swear I can't do jail nah
Couldnt had kept her, with a broken wallet
But I couldn't do that
Poor choicest that's I made
But I swear I going to see Greater days! (Better days)
I was trapped up in my head
Couldn't get no jail calls (Jail Calls)
They played me bad, broken hearted
I almost fell off (Fell off)
Pain my only man
It's sad I had to let him fall (let him fall)
Hard to keep my head up
Stuck with people that shew me off
If I told the pain I love it, would it leave me too?
Nights is long I'm tryna find my voice
But I can't help but not talk
Our memories stalk
Me like every night
Like how the hell we don't talk?
The only time I feel at peace
Is when I'm sleep
And thats barely at all!
I was trapped up in my head
Couldn't get no jail calls (Nu uh)
They played me bad, broken hearted
I almost fell off (like broken hearts)
Pain my only man
It's sad I had to let him fall (nah)
Hard to keep my head up
Stuck with people that shew me off
If I told the pain I love it, would it leave me too?
Nights is long I'm tryna find my voice
But I can't help but not talk
Our memories stalk
Me like every night
Like how the hell we don't talk?
The only time I feel at peace
Is when I'm sleep
And thats barely at all!
Nobody understands me
I guess I'm changing after all
I cry, my eyes thinking, pull your fingers
And leave me on the floor
It pain me more knowing my brother gone
They said things that never when on
What ever goes on I got to say strong
Hitting the bank, I live while they gone
(On my jail call)
I watch some memories of you
Through my hand phone
They hurt me bad and all I do is stand tall
I just keep my distance or I know this stick blowing
Come over here and keep your distance don't move wrong
(Hell nah, Jail calls)
Hell nah, I was f*cking our relationship
Yeah, Yeah hell nah (huh?)
A b*tch do way so much
But I swear I can't do jail nah
Couldnt had kept her, with a broken wallet
But I couldn't do that
Poor choicest that's I made
But I swear I going to see Greater days! (Better days)
I was trapped up in my head
Couldn't get no jail calls (Jail Calls)
They played me bad, broken hearted
I almost fell off (Fell off)
Pain my only man
It's sad I had to let him fall (let him fall)
Hard to keep my head up
Stuck with people that shew me off
If I told the pain I love it, would it leave me too?
Nights is long I'm tryna find my voice
But I can't help but not talk
Our memories stalk
Me like every night
Like how the hell we don't talk?
The only time I feel at peace
Is when I'm sleep
And thats barely at all!
I was trapped up in my head
Couldn't get no jail calls (Jail Calls)
They played me bad, broken hearted
I almost fell off (Fell off)
Pain my only man
It's sad I had to let him fall (let him fall)
Hard to keep my head up
Stuck with people that shew me off
If I told the pain I love it, would it leave me too?
Nights is long I'm tryna find my voice
But I can't help but not talk
Our memories stalk
Me like every night
Like how the hell we don't talk?
The only time I feel at peace
Is when I'm sleep
And thats barely at all! (At all)
Stuck in my head couldn't get a jail call