Stout or Stark Confidence

In my head, running around at the speed of sound
What's that sound? sounds like my mental's breaking down
Keep the peace, I'm the sheath
For the one I can't receive, telling dreams
And I wish you were there for me
When I needed you the most
We turn right into some ghosts
I wish I could say this all was a joke
But I needed you the most
You're the bear I shouldn't poke
But leaving hurt the most
I just needed you to know

Now I'm on the rope between a stout and a stark confidence
The lessons I've learned i feel they were heaven sent
I never gave a damn to show I appreciated it
The gifts I would get, put my mind in a ditch
I wish that I could choose which times to repent
It's not as easy as calmly flicking up a light switch
Like the flick of my wrist
Think if I had a chance I could make amends for my sins

But I'm smoking all this weed yeah I'm burnin up some tree
Ohh they setting up for me, I Knock em down I sail the sea
Take a second, take a seat, So I need you, wait for me
Oh I need a second dream, I threw away, forever bleed

When you said baby you won't ever let me go
I said too softly only time will ever know
I been thinking lately my only murders are in my notes
But when life hit me I was slicing heaven's throat

Run it back one time
Run it back one time
Run it back one time
One time

When you said baby you won't ever let me go
I said too softly only time will ever know
I been thinking lately my only murders are in my notes
But when life hit me I was slicing heaven's throat

In my head, running around at the speed of sound
What's that sound? sounds like my mental's breaking down
Keep the peace, I'm the sheath
For the one I can't receive, telling dreams
And I wish you were there for me
When I needed you the most
We turn right into some ghosts
I wish I could say this all was a joke
But I needed you the most
You're the bear I shouldn't poke
But leaving hurt the most
I just needed you to know

Now I'm on the rope between a stout and a stark confidence
The lessons I've learned i feel they were heaven sent
I never gave a damn to show I appreciated it
The gifts I would get, put my mind in a ditch
I wish that I could choose which times to repent
It's not as easy as calmly flicking up a light switch
Like the flick of my wrist
Think if I had a chance I could make amends for my sins

Now I'm on the rope between a stout and a stark confidence
The lessons I've learned i feel they were heaven sent
I never gave a damn to show I appreciated it
The gifts I would get, put my mind in a ditch

When you said baby you won't ever let me go
I said too softly only time will ever know
I been thinking lately my only murders are in my notes
But when life hit me I was slicing heaven's throat