First Heartbreak
I wanna tell you I'm right here
But I'm still so angry, even after all these years
I know your family was falling apart
So, I don't blame you, but I still have a heart
All of my friends and my therapist say
That it's nothing and I've gone insane
Everyone says I'm a narcissist
Truth is, I just haven't dealt with the blame
You chose the drugs
And now everyone else is your friend
And I'm left in the flame
There's nothing like first heartbreak
Know I should move on, God knows I've tried
But I hit this strange wall without you by my side
We were forever, at one point in time
The night you left me, you left me half alive
I started running, got faster and faster
But I just couldn't get away
All of my problems got bigger and bigger
Until I couldn't feel the pain
'Cause you chose the drugs
And now everyone else is your friend
And I'm going insane
There's nothing like first heartbreak
(Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh)
I had to lose you to find myself
You can't know heaven until you know hell
I'll always love you, even if you're gone
I'm letting go but always holding on
But I'm still so angry, even after all these years
I know your family was falling apart
So, I don't blame you, but I still have a heart
All of my friends and my therapist say
That it's nothing and I've gone insane
Everyone says I'm a narcissist
Truth is, I just haven't dealt with the blame
You chose the drugs
And now everyone else is your friend
And I'm left in the flame
There's nothing like first heartbreak
Know I should move on, God knows I've tried
But I hit this strange wall without you by my side
We were forever, at one point in time
The night you left me, you left me half alive
I started running, got faster and faster
But I just couldn't get away
All of my problems got bigger and bigger
Until I couldn't feel the pain
'Cause you chose the drugs
And now everyone else is your friend
And I'm going insane
There's nothing like first heartbreak
(Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh)
I had to lose you to find myself
You can't know heaven until you know hell
I'll always love you, even if you're gone
I'm letting go but always holding on
Credits
Writer(s): Ari Leff, Toby Mcdonough, Riley Mcdonough, Connor Mcdonough, Ryan Patrick Daly, Joel Castillo
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