MR. MANIA

Too many tries and too many lies
It kills me
A million likes, a million implies
I'm winning
Yet feeling light and darker than night
Too empty
Don't try to cry, these eyes are too dry
And itchy
Yuh

If only I could just escape
Everything else I touch is great
Everything that we need is fake
Desires wants and greedy traits
We wanna feel like we've been chosen
And sail above the clouds and those beneath
You wanna know bout everything that I've been doing is it working or impacting
The part of me that feeds on ego, mixed in with all of my insecurities
Uh

I said of course I've never been somebody satisfied with any of my actions
I said of course I always wanted more but really is there any thing to take?
You said you always wanted more of me instead of all these little bitty fractions
Yeah, yeah
I said I'm sorry I'm not somebody that's satisfied with one thing on my plate
Yeah
I see the evil in this industry from predators and vultures without passion
And take a look deep down myself and ask yo, what the fuck keeps driving me?
Uh, yeah

I said I
Don't think they really know
What satisfies my soul
Sometimes I feel like arguing
Sometimes I just let go
Sometimes I think this monster isn't something to control
Sometimes I walk on water but sometimes I sink real low

Sink real low, sink real low
Sink real low, I sink real low
Sink real low, sink real low
Sink real low, I sink real low