big love

Yeah
One, two, one (One, one)
Yeah, uh
Yeah

You told me
"Be patient, one day you gon make it" (Yeah)
When I finally did, your angel
Had to come and take you (Damn)
Nothing was the same
Now I'm everybody's favourite
Now they know my name
Now I got my own label
Woulda meant more
If you were still around for sure
But I guess, I gotta just accpet
Wish you peace as you rest
No more living with regrets
The Lord knows I was in a mess when you left

Got me feeling like
I'm a shadow of my former self (Yeah)
Feeling like I should be
Reaching out for help (Yeah)
I know that you're in heaven
But this grief is really
Putting me through hell
And I'm really hoping
Nobody can tell (Yeah, for real)

So I wrote this on your birthday
Four years later and
I miss you in the worst way
When I look into the mirror
All I see is your face
Thinking about you most days
I know that with God's grace
You made it through the toll-gates
And now you in a calm place (Uh)
Don't know where it is
I know it's far away
Before you know it
I just fell into a dark phase
Just like that I put my mental health in harm's way
Didn't know how to handle it, so I crashed
Realised that I took for granted the time I had
Even though you made mistakes
You were trying the best you can
But instead of understanding
I would rather wash my hands
Cause I was in a rush to be a man
So many questions I haven't asked
Stuck with these memories from the past
Feeling like I don't know who I am
Feeling like nobody understands (Yeah, right)
Until I see you again
I know you watching over me
And want me to win (Yeah)
Letting go of what was, no matter
What it's always one love (Yeah)

You told me
"Be patient, one day you gon make it" (Yeah)
When I finally did, your angel
Had to come and take you (Damn)
Nothing was the same
Now I'm everybody's favourite
Now they know my name
Now I got my own label
Woulda meant more
If you were still around for sure
But I guess, I gotta just accpet
Wish you peace as you rest
No more living with regrets
The Lord knows I was in a mess when you left

Got me feeling like
I'm a shadow of my former self (Yeah)
Feeling like I should be
Reaching out for help (Yeah)
I know that you're in heaven
But this grief is really
Putting me through hell
And I'm really hoping
Nobody can tell (Yeah, for real)



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Writer(s): Lehlogonolo Ronald Mataboge
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