Healing Process (Leave of Absence)

You don't get it
You won't get away
I find it funny how you'd leave but won't lead
Won't lean
Won't see me

I don't want to play a part
I don't want to give it all a name (A name)
No gain (No gain)
I felt it all revolve around (Revolve around)
Your grave (Your grave)
With no grace (No grace)
You don't get it

You don't get it
I've dug myself into deeper
Leave me out of the dreams I started (I started)
Outsmarted (Outsmarted)
With a glimpse of your teeth I'll go ahead
And proceed to fall in (To fall in)
To crawl in (To crawl in)
Call it as I can see it
I won't believe it unless

I feel it all tear away from the paths that
We formеd with the blood that leaked through mе
I've seen far worse than you know
You don't get it

There's no winning
They love to fall into line but can't seem
To get along without a law (A law)
Without their God (Their God)
Having every good reason to retreat
From bereavement fastened (Fastened)
Settled (Settled)
With theatrical sequences
I hope the bleeding persists

Giving in (I'm giving in)
I've given all I've gotten
(Giving in)
My God is not from above these clouds holding
Toxic contagions but as it falls, I'm giving

Looking above, knowing you're not
Send my coffin to the place of cancellation
Give me extinction
Hear me or not, I'll be your God
Mend my trauma with a brief moment
Relieve me of these demons that you held

I feel it all tear away from the paths that
We formed with the blood that leaked through me
I've seen far worse than you know
You don't get it
You don't get it (It)
Is this what you wanted?
Is it your warning?

I don't want to think of us
I don't want to think what we could be
I don't want to think of love
I don't want to think of how it should be
I don't want to feel a pulse
I don't want to feel it all consume me
I don't really want to know
I don't really want to know