Confession of a young man

Oh, I wanna die
And I wanna cry
And I wanna sacrifice all my life

And I wanna be
And I wanna feel
The feel of these walls surrounding me

I've been suffering too long to realize
Tu m'as tué de l'intérieur et craché sur mon visage
Now when I look at these walls, I feel their breath
J'sais pas si on peut créer la meilleure souffrance

No way
My thoughts caught me
Piercing my lungs to obey
Of my mind renegade

I'm counting every petal
Hey! wtf you say, just stand the fuck up
How can I walk without the knees?
I don't care, just do something

If I'm gonna continue this way
I'm gonna choke with my regrets
But you're holding the trigger in my mind
To pull it just for fun

Oh, this silence makes me crazy
Fou, je suis fou, hahaha
I can't run away from this voice
Oh, God help me, 'cause I'm dead

Drowning, yeah!
Filling my lungs with hate
But I wanna climb away

I can't get rid of this voice
I want escape, escape, escape

Damn, again this fucking day
All my face is wet
Surrounded by those walls
That gave me all the hope

To climb without the ladder
Through slippery bricks
And I keep falling falling
Till my body feels numb