Black & White

I would rather wake up on my own
Than need disguises that I loaned
All these problems thought I'd solve them
If I left them all alone
But it followed me into the night
Suddenly don't seem so black and white
And I can't fix what I can't see
Not always easy being me
All the voices in the wind
They all like when I pretend
That I was better when you left me
Now I'm standing all alone
In a couple nights I'll know
In a couple nights I'll know

Now that I'm alone I start to feel
And reconcile the fake and real
Finding reasons changing season
Finally breathing on my own
But you follow me into the night
Stay inside my head till morning light
And it's the power you control
To make me stay when I should go
And all those moments in the stars
Made me feel for who you are
That you were better when you left me
Now I'm sleeping all alone
In a couple nights I'll know
In a couple nights I'll know

Part of me is glad to see you go
Would you change your mind I'll never know
I made it clear my biggest fear
Is being all alone
But it followed me into the night
And brought me to a path that I decide
If I go right it leads to you
If I go left you're better too
Finally speaking up again
But we're better off as friends
And you seem better since you left me
Now I'm dreaming all alone
Now I'm dreaming all alone