Get Me

Look, all alone, feelin' pain
Remember long nights, I was standin' in the rain
Got 24 hours, my phone don't ring
Niggas not really with me, how they say, how they say

Those dark days, let me see who real
Parents make sure I wasn't stuck on the pills
Niggas couldn't live my life, couldn't wear my scars
They never understand how I feel

Feel like a nigga out to get me, nigga
Walk me down, yeah, try to make me history, nigga
Don't wanna live that life, but I feel I gotta get him
Before he gon' get me, nigga

Now I walk around and it's with me, nigga
If a nigga wanna try, make him history, nigga
Feel like I'm less of a man with this gun in my hand
Real niggas feel what I'm sayin', just like Craig

I'm a man without the gun, yeah
If I show love, know that it just wasn't for nothin
They feed me lies, feed me lies all the fuckin' time
I know why, I know why they wanna live my life

But they, they can never feel my pain
They can never wear my scars, no, they can't
They can never feel what I'm feelin', they probably go insane
I'm 23 and paranoid, traumatized

Jumpin' off a loud noise, plenty nights
PTSD always fuckin' with me
They say, keep it gangsta, but I keep it p
Feel like a nigga out to get me, nigga

Walk me down, yeah, try to make me history, nigga
Don't wanna live that life, but I feel I gotta get him
Before he gon' get me, nigga
Now I walk around and it's with me, nigga

If a nigga wanna try, make him history, nigga
Feel like I'm less of a man with this gun in my hand
Real niggas feel what I'm sayin