mutually assured destruction

I feel content wash over me
A couple things I couldn't synthesize in harmony
Let the dissonance ring out
Find comfort in it now
No use in getting out
So you might as well
Fall apart like you always have
So irresponsible, but I'm really moving forward
I think
Blink and miss it
Living off commission
No end goal, I'm livid
It wasn't worth it is it
Guess it's time to end it
I make my final exit
It was all my fault and I admit it

I admit it
Blink and miss it
Living off commission
No end goal I'm livid
It wasn't worth it is it

I try to carry all the weight
There's a tangible disconnect every single time I see my face
I know there's something wrong with me
Love the way you talk to me
So flattering, it's hollowing
The shallow imprint that I disdain
Hold my breath until I suffocate
Lose track of all the time and watch the minutes start to melt to days
Expectations built around everything I couldn't be
In the end I knew it really wasn't meant to be
I knew you wasn't meant for me
I see the angels sent for me
I told you once I wouldn't be
Happy if I let it be
Happy if I let it be
No, you wasn't good for me

Blink and miss it
Living off commission
No end goal I'm livid
It wasn't worth it is it
It wasn't worth it is it
I guess it's time to end it
I make my final exit
I know there's something missing
Still think about us kissing
Shattered by indifference
And no, you never listen
But that's too real to mention

When details are so faint
Distended by all of the pain
Filled eternally with hate
A certain sharpness, oh, to the rain
I promised that I could just change
Chase what I feared to embrace
Fervor starts to go away
It fades away
Regardless, you just stayed the same
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Only took a couple minutes to put out our flame
Here's the song you always wanted

I never loved you if I'm honest
But I'll give it all I've got to keep it modest
Blink and miss it
Living off commission
No end goal I'm livid
It wasn't worth it is it

It wasn't worth it is it
I guess it's time to end it
I make my final exit
I admit it



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Writer(s): Astrid Smith
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