Everyday Struggle

I don't wanna live no more
Sometimes I hear death knocking at my front door
I'm living everyday like a hustle
Another drug to juggle, another day, another struggle

I don't wanna live no more
Sometimes I hear death knocking at my front door
I'm living everyday like a hustle

Another drug to juggle, another day, another struggle

I know how it feels to wake up fucked up
Pockets broke as hell, another rock to sell

People look at you like you're the user
Selling drugs to all the losers mad Buddha abuser
But they don't know about the stress-filled day
Baby on the way, mad bills to pay

That's why you drink Tanqueray
So you can reminisce and wish
You wasn't living so devilish s-shit
I remember I was just like you

Smoking blunts with my crew
Flipping oldies '62s
'Cause G-E-D was it B-I-G, I got P-A-I-D
That's why my moms hates me

She was forced to kick me out, no doubt
Then I figured out Nick's went for 20 down south
Packed up my tools for my raw power move
Glock 19 for casket and flower moves

Four drunks trying to stop my flow
And what they don't know will show on the autopsy
Went to see papi, to cop me a brick
Asked for some consignment and he wasn't trying to hear it

Smoking mad Newports 'cause I'm doing court for an assault
That I caught in Bridge Port, New York
Catch me if you can like the ginger bread man
You better have your gat in hand

'Cause man

I don't wanna live no more
Sometimes I hear death knocking at my front door

I'm living everyday like a hustle
Another drug to juggle, another day, another struggle

I don't wanna live no more
Sometimes I hear death knocking at my front door
I'm living everyday like a hustle
Another drug to juggle, another day, another struggle

I had the master plan
I'm in the caravan on my way to Maryland

With my man Tutex to take over these projects
They call him Tutex, he tote two TEC's
And when he starts to bust
He likes to ask who's next?

I got my honies on the Amtrack
With the crack in the crack of her ass
Two pounds of hash in the stash
I wait for hun to make some quick cash

I told her she could be lieutenant, bitch got gassed
At last I'm literally lounging Black
Seating back counting double digit thousands stacks
Had to re-up see what's up with my peeps

Toyota dealer cars had it cheap on the jeeps
See who got smoked, what rumors was spread
Last I heard I was dead with six to the head
Then I got the phone call

It couldn't hit me harder
We got infiltrated
Like Nino at the Carter
I heard Tec got murdered in a town I've never heard of

By some bitch named Alberta over nickel-plated burners
And my bitch swear to God she won't snitch
I told her where she hit the bricks, I'll make the hooker rich
Conspiracy should be home in three

Until them I look south for the home family
A true G, that's me blowing like a bubble
In the everyday struggle

I don't wanna live no more
Sometimes I hear death knocking at my front door
I'm living everyday like a hustle
Another drug to juggle, another day, another struggle

I don't wanna live no more
Sometimes I hear death knocking at my front door
I'm living everyday like a hustle
Another drug to juggle, another day, another struggle

I'm seeing body after body and our mayor Giuliani
Ain't trying to see no black man turn into John Gotti
My daughter use a potty so she's older now
Educated street knowledge I'ma mold her now
Trick 'er little dope buying young girls tringes

Dealing with the dope fiend binges
Seeing syringes in the veins
Hard to explain how I maintain
The crack smoke makes my brain feel so strange
Breaking days on the set no sweat from cold moet
Can't bag yet because it's still wet
But when I dry back in five at a time
I can clock about nine on the check cashing line
I had to burst on the third
Rehearse that's my word
Thinking the game Ds knew my first name
Should I quit? Shit no!
Even though they had me scared
Yo they gotta eight I gotta tec with air holes

That's just how the shit goes in the struggle mother fucker

I don't wanna live no more
Sometimes I hear death knocking at my front door
I'm living everyday like a hustle
Another drug to juggle, another day another struggle
I don't wanna live no more
Sometimes I hear death knocking at my front door
I'm living everyday like a hustle
Another drug to juggle, another day, another struggle
I don't wanna live no more
Sometimes I hear death knocking at my front door
I'm living everyday like a hustle
Another drug to juggle, another day, another struggle
I don't wanna live no more
Sometimes I hear death knocking at my front door
I'm living everyday like a hustle
Another drug to juggle, another day, another struggle
Junior Mafia