Feelings Aside

Numb to this pain but still feel it in my soul
Gotta walk around with tool cause ah got foes
Say life is a lesson but who's taking notes
The feeling I'm feeling up in my heart is ice cold

They say they be f*cking with you buh in truth they don't
How you expect me to show you the way when I'm lost
All this pain you going through I hope you take your lessons
Cause when you're down the only thing to do is elevate

There's no script to life you know that my Brody
And my problems e too long e be anaconda
That's why I'm married to the game you can't put asunder
And my mom don't know your mum why you call me blood now

I don't want i for tell you friend me I want I told you
What I like is not what you like and it's pretty okay
Hustle for the daily bread ah go pack the whole bakery
And if you know me just a little
You know ah don't f**k with f**kry

Feelings aside nights I cried there was no one for me
That's why when I stump on haters I don't show no mercy
Is you really happy or you barely existing
And I'm really under her spell and there's no resisting

What did I do to deserve me I'm so so blessed
But many a times ah be sad ah be so so stressed
But I realized too much problems no Dey kill person
Na person kill person Life na do your thing

Say a prayer for my lost dawgs it's necessary
Whenever I reminisce I swear down this shi be disheartening
My dawg died and it's killing me he got abilities
Ah pray that he make it to heaven I know that he be watching me
Telling you what I don't like cause I want you around more often
Heartbroken yes I felt it and it pretty occurs more often
Love is just a word to I swear my feelings dead Fosho
But ah be needing love Fosho sure, like Oliver I want some more

When I talk why don't you listen
You said you were all in why you bitching out
I can't trust you no more you're a megaphone
When I tell you secrets the whole world knows

Ah got much to say but I don't speak much for my sanity
You can't escape reality gotta live with the anxiety
You don't get a second chance to create your first impression
You're not so special,I'm a student don't need lectures

Feelings aside nights I cried there was no one for me
That's why when I stump on haters I don't show no mercy
Is you really happy or you barely existing
And I'm really under her spell and there's no resisting

What did I do to deserve me I'm so so blessed
But many a times ah be sad ah be so so stressed
But I realized too much problems no dey kill person
Na person kill person Life na do your thing
When I talk why don't you listen You said you were all in
Why you bitching out I can't trust you no more
You're a megaphone(cho,cho,cho)