the art of falling apart in slow motion
My conscience
Has been whittled away
And I'm exhausted
Repeating every day
There's no substance
Why should I behave
Short sighted when your headed to an early grave
I'm hostage to all my crippling desires
I'm out of options
I need to get back to higher ground
And I spiral without you being around
Every goddamn inch
Starts to feel like a fucking mile
I'm tired
Where did I go wrong
Everything I've tried
I just don't belong
This little hemorrhage is bringing me down
Imma bury myself until I bleed out
Fix myself
I just can't fix myself
I think that I hate myself
So I will never fix myself
I should really fix myself
But I just can't fix myself
I think that I truly hate myself
So I will never fix myself
How was I supposed to know
That I was gonna dig this deep a hole
Filled my head up with the problems
From my past that I can't let go of
Life's a mystery
I guess that I'll just solve it on my own
I put the world on my back
And I think it just broke
Twist of will
Twist of fate
The cause of anger
Cause of pain can't be erased
It was all in bad taste
I'll forgive myself when I'm finally deceased
Just let this go
When I sink this low
I tend to lose control
This is all I know
Leave me strangled
I'm tired
Where did I go wrong
Everything I've tried
I just don't belong
This little hemorrhage is bringing me down
Imma bury myself until I bleed out
Fix myself
I just can't fix myself
I think that I hate myself
So I will never fix myself
The truth will misguide you
The light will not find you
The path that you've made
Won't sustain what's in front of you
In times of pure conflict
My sanities offset
I can't find a reason to stay
So I reset
Fuck
How was I supposed to know
That I was gonna dig this deep a hole
Filled my head up with the problems
From my past that I can't let go of
Life's a mystery
I guess that I'll just solve it on my own
I put the world on my back
And I think it just broke
You left and I folded
My conscience is forfeit
And I can't seem to get it
In my head that it's over
And I know I need to grow up
I still have to ponder
The lessons you learn
When you start to get older
You left and I folded
My conscience is forfeit
And I can't seem to get it
In my head that it's over
And I know I need to grow up
I still have to ponder
The lessons you learn
When you start to get older
Has been whittled away
And I'm exhausted
Repeating every day
There's no substance
Why should I behave
Short sighted when your headed to an early grave
I'm hostage to all my crippling desires
I'm out of options
I need to get back to higher ground
And I spiral without you being around
Every goddamn inch
Starts to feel like a fucking mile
I'm tired
Where did I go wrong
Everything I've tried
I just don't belong
This little hemorrhage is bringing me down
Imma bury myself until I bleed out
Fix myself
I just can't fix myself
I think that I hate myself
So I will never fix myself
I should really fix myself
But I just can't fix myself
I think that I truly hate myself
So I will never fix myself
How was I supposed to know
That I was gonna dig this deep a hole
Filled my head up with the problems
From my past that I can't let go of
Life's a mystery
I guess that I'll just solve it on my own
I put the world on my back
And I think it just broke
Twist of will
Twist of fate
The cause of anger
Cause of pain can't be erased
It was all in bad taste
I'll forgive myself when I'm finally deceased
Just let this go
When I sink this low
I tend to lose control
This is all I know
Leave me strangled
I'm tired
Where did I go wrong
Everything I've tried
I just don't belong
This little hemorrhage is bringing me down
Imma bury myself until I bleed out
Fix myself
I just can't fix myself
I think that I hate myself
So I will never fix myself
The truth will misguide you
The light will not find you
The path that you've made
Won't sustain what's in front of you
In times of pure conflict
My sanities offset
I can't find a reason to stay
So I reset
Fuck
How was I supposed to know
That I was gonna dig this deep a hole
Filled my head up with the problems
From my past that I can't let go of
Life's a mystery
I guess that I'll just solve it on my own
I put the world on my back
And I think it just broke
You left and I folded
My conscience is forfeit
And I can't seem to get it
In my head that it's over
And I know I need to grow up
I still have to ponder
The lessons you learn
When you start to get older
You left and I folded
My conscience is forfeit
And I can't seem to get it
In my head that it's over
And I know I need to grow up
I still have to ponder
The lessons you learn
When you start to get older
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Writer(s): Jonathan Hill
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