long ride.

It's been a long ride for myself
Everyone has been a hell
And all I got is myself
With nobody else to ask for some help
I'm invalidated myself
And being someone else
Till to the point
That I'm hating myself

A lot of bad triggers in my mind
I wish that I could pop it all out once at a
Time
Too many to address
That my mind couldn't find a home
That gives comfort
And peace alone
Do I even have a chance to forgive myself?
I know I'll never see what they see in me
I don't even know myself lately
I got my confidence in green
Feel illusion in my dream
When the rock bottom were hitting
Realized it's a false reality to me
I don't know what was real
Now I don't know how to feel
But I came so far away
This time, I won't ever let it slide away
No pause, just keep on play
Cause this ain't a game
Still determined
To keep climbing up the mountain
That were higher than myself
Still determined
To keep swimming
That were deeper than myself
Still determined
To keep fighting
Something bigger than myself
Cause I know You're there for me
Rah!! Rah!! Rah!!
To the devil and the demon
No matter how many levels
I never hesitated
Even I got the world up on my shoulders
Keep on bring it
But man down
Offbeat

It's been a long ride for myself
Everyone has been a hell
And all I got is myself
With nobody else to ask for some help
I'm invalidated myself
And being someone else
Till to the point
That I'm hating myself



Credits
Writer(s): Syamiel Zakaria
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