LONG RUN

Swear I been hangin on
Dropped tears I lost blood
Took a loss
Don't have time to feel much
They said they would be here for the long run
But I don't know where they was at
When I had nothin

How many words how many times can I say it
Look in my back yeah that's the knife how you left it
Whiskey in my veins I been pourin out depression
I don't get attached cause I know that it's coming
Tried to burn it down
Got lost in some vices
They ain't learn by now
I ain't playin with that sh*t
Cemetery visits talkin to them like they hear it
I ain't even cryin I'm just asking for forgiveness
I been runnin through the city
But I know that I might need a rest
Everything I'm seeing I was tryin hard to manifest
Seeing all these faces but i'm never showin interest
I swear there's gotta be more

That's why I'm still hangin on
Dropped tears I lost blood
Took a loss
Don't have time to feel much
They said they would be here for the long run
But I don't know where they was at
When I had nothin
Long nights get no sleep
I was there for you
You not for me
This ain't how you treat your family
You supposed to here for the long run

Don't think that I'm healin this ain't like me
Tryna to do this sh*t alone
That's how pride be
Tired of lookin to the past
That be blinding
But these memories playin back every night
Some things I can't get back I healed alone
Numbin the pain til the feelings gone
I'm missing the days before this all went wrong
My sh*t on DND I ain't talkin to much

That's why I'm still hangin on
Dropped tears I lost blood
Took a loss
Don't have time to feel much
They said they would be here for the long run
But I don't know where they was at
When I had nothin
Long nights get no sleep
I was there for you
You not for me
This ain't how you treat your family
You supposed to here for the long run



Credits
Writer(s): Bernard "bezo" Chavez Ii
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