No One Who I Can Call

My brother tells me I'm destined for greater things someday
Okay... if I'll be such a big deal how come nobody's come back in time to kill me?
I've been swipin' around, hoping the love of my life will turn and show their face
It's hard to feel like anything I do matters anyway

There's no one who I can call at any hour to cry or to scream
I know that 'cause nobody's making those phone calls to me

The internet tells me women like me don't often live past thirty-five
I'm not sure I'm quite ready to leave this world behind
I don't need perfection, I just want a connection and you by my side
If you hold me through the darkness and don't treat me like a carcass, I think we'll be alright

There's no one who I can call at any hour to cry or to scream
I know that 'cause nobody's making those phone calls to me

I woke up next to my old shedded skin
And I don't think that she'd like to come here again
Yes, I've spoken with people outside of myself
But they've always been caught up with somebody else
There are nights when the pain takes its toll
Is it overrated to wanna feel whole?
I saw her picture with somebody new
I guess it's time I moved on, too