Selfish

Maybe I'm halfway, got one foot in the grave
But baby, I just need to hear you say
Tell me it's okay, tell me that you'll stay
I don't wanna live much past this day

I smoke so damn much, I feel myself go numb
I smoke so much, god damn, I think that I'm done
Done with the mind games I play on myself
I stack all my worries on the highest shelf

But they're crumbling down, I sleep to the sound
Of all of my hopes that come crash to the ground
I woke up and found myself, I'm surrounded
By pills and I shock myself that I'm not drowned

Don't pity me, for I am the product of my
Own selfish habits and chasing a high
That I'm never gonna find, I'm damned if I try
And dead if I don't, from withdrawal or my mind

Let me go, let me go, let me go like this
You're never gonna let me save you from this shit
I never wanna say that I left you to stay
On a world that I didn't see fit for my ways

But they're crumbling down, I sleep to the sound
Of all of my hopes that come crash to the ground
I woke up and found myself, I'm surrounded
By pills and I shock myself that I'm not drowned

Don't pity me, for I am the product of my
Own selfish habits and chasing a high
That I'm never gonna find, I'm damned if I try
And dead if I don't, from withdrawal or my mind



Credits
Writer(s): Archer Hicks Andrade-johnson
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