Not Enough

I'm not enough, yeah i got enough
One thousand cup later
I'm still not sober
But ain't a quitter, not a believer

So I guess Imma get higher
To respect the effort
I'm not enough, I'm not enough
I'm not enough
On, my shoulder's is rough

So much money spent on drugs
Prolly 2K in a month
Chasing dreams but im in a black hole
Hope she can fix my soul

I don't have any ammo anymore
Gun is jam, is jam
I call it wraps when i Pop in my feels
Baby im sorry, my bad im mentally ill
Burnout is really real

Nahh, I can't feel, can't feel
Can't feel
Oh

I'm not enough, I'm not enough
I'm not enough
1,000 cups later, I'm still not sober
But I'm not a quitter
Not a believer

Imma get higher
To respect the effort
I'm not enough
Not enough, not enough, not enough
Not enough, not enough
Enough

How can I leave her
She was there when nobody was
Like really nobody like my trauma
Was acting like my heart is made of ice
Codeine taste better with ice
Poppin that meth that ice

In the air imma glide
Crossin my heart hoping to die
It's my down time

Black heart, blacked out
No vision
God, I've been praying on my knees
I've been sinnin
All in silence
Baby, give me room in your heart
Im staying

I got enough, I'm not enough
1,000 cups later, I'm still not sober

But ain't a quitter, not a believer
So i guess imma get higher
To respect the effort
I'm not enough
Im not enough
On my shoulders it's rough